This morning, while driving, God placed a mirror before my eyes and He allowed me to see myself at the very moment of life I was in. For the past week I have been crying out to God asking him to guide me lead me, speak to me and direct me in what to do about a current trouble I am facing. I have been pleading with him daily to shine light on the situation and to speak to my heart about what to do and how to respond…in all of my crying I have not heard His voice or direction. Discouragement creeps in easily when we are desperate. Well this morning while driving, God allowed me to see myself in my sweet toddler. My Pie woke up in quiet a mood, crying before her feet even hit the floor. I knew it was going to be a day. When she is upset she always asks me to sing (I can’t carry a tune in a dump truck, yet my singing brings her comfort). I turned her little worship music up and began singing…still she is screaming, “Mommy sing, please mommy, sing!” I continued to sing, just a l...
This blog is meant to be totally transparent. I believe transparency helps us identify, it helps us feel "normal", it helps us cope, it helps us learn...transparency is key in helping others and allowing others to help you become better. What is written here will be raw and honest, it won't always make me look good...but that isn't what I want. I don't want to look good, I want to be real...sometimes real is ugly.