All of my life I have been a planner. I have a very type A personality. I need a plan a....b,c,d,e and f. Since being married it seems as though my plan a,b,c,d,e and f always fail; my husband feels the same way. Funny enough, it feels like every plan we make turns out the exact opposite of what we planned. This has been a point of much frustration to me…The only thing I knew for sure, my plans were not foiled because of God; and I knew he would never be to blame. It dawned on me that in most of our plan making we never consulted the Lord. We lived on assumption, human desire and human ability to plan. Let me give you an example: I always assumed that after we had our first child we would be playing (basketball) overseas for about 7 more years before retiring. I had it in my mind that I would homeschool and we would raise little jet setting babies. Well, here we are a year after Roselyn is born and we are stateside. The last jet we set was when R was 10 we...
This blog is meant to be totally transparent. I believe transparency helps us identify, it helps us feel "normal", it helps us cope, it helps us learn...transparency is key in helping others and allowing others to help you become better. What is written here will be raw and honest, it won't always make me look good...but that isn't what I want. I don't want to look good, I want to be real...sometimes real is ugly.